Adoption Thoughts

So all of a sudden out of the blue, I've been thinking about adoption again. And how I was adopted.

It's really upsetting.

I actually dont even want to talk about it. I dont know why I'm posting this. I'm angry. I'm frustrated. I'm confused.

I tried looking for her today. My birth "mother". I look on the internet. On myspace. Facebook even. I don't even know what the bitch looks like.

whatever.